I haven’t updated in quite awhile, because I’m crippled with gap guilt. It’s a syndrome from LiveJournal days, when a select group of people followed each other’s frequent, personal updates, and most long stretches of silence were ended with a “What I’ve been up to” summary. I don’t feel like I can summarize exactly what I’ve been up to for the unfiltered internet-at-large, but it also seems wrong to jump in with a fresh post and no explanation whatsoever for the radio silence.
Trying to figure out how to explain the intervening time has discouraged me from updating for several months, despite having several ideas. To be fair, there have been plenty of other distractions and excuses, but… This is my vow to you and myself. Gap guilt or no, I am going to post a real update!
Soon.
As soon as I have some time to write…
“And if I start writing now, when I’m not really rested, it could upset my thinking, which is not good at all…”
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